11 more days left!

Happy 17th birthday to my baby susan and my hubbie abby. & happy belated to damon.

Okay i lost track counting. but after today. tuan's half way through his trip. so i'm up again waiting for tuan's email its like 4:21am right now. so far. i got nothing. but i'm watching real world. and fuck its at Cancun. I remember Tuan was telling me how Cancun is like hawaii or maybe even better & i didn't believe it. He showed me picture of him and his family on his trip & dammn the beach is CLEAN. & now real world is showing the view on cancun. i hella wanna tell him just for the heck of it. but he's not here. hahah. i'd love to visit that place someday with tuan :) anyways i just restock the kitchen with food and stuff & if tuan was here he'd be so happy. :( . Okay imma go back to real world. peacee.

Day 6&7

FUCK MY FUCKN' LIFEE. ITS HARD TO STAY STRONG WHEN WE ALL KNOW WHATS THE PROBLEM IN THIS WHOLE DAMN HOUSE. WHERES TUAN WHEN I NEED HIM :(.

day 5

Pictures of my hairrcut done my susie soo :)

Dammn today was a long fuckn' day. I went to practice this morning & shit it was mother fuckn' hottt. ohh but before telling you about my day. This morning made my day. So i woke up thinking that Allison was gonna pick me up in half an hour so i went to go check my email & holy shitt. Tuan emailed mee :). He's having hella fun and he gave me a fat ass email cause internet is hella money over there. but yea i got hella happy and juiced when i was reading it. then i called allison and i figure that i woke up an hour earlier. So we were planning on visiting kat but we went after practice instead. Practice was good but it was hella hot. We were all sweaty and dirty when we went to kat's place. Finally get to see her. We had some TTSC time then i went home. Ate and right before i was gonna go nap after a long morning my dad calls me. He wanted me to go over to his house to help him with something & guess what it was my first time going over there. pretty cool. i didn't wanna go at first but it was good. i love my dad. Then i came home later & took a fat ass nap and now i'm here. Now i don't have to refresh my email a million time cause i know he's not gonna email me till few days later. :) peaceee

Day 4

starting to feel that summer feeling. Today i woke up and went to susan's place. Finally i got my hair cut. Thanks susie. I love it so much. & the next step is to color it. I don't know what color yet. but yea. I wanna show my baby and tell him but he's no where to be found. Haven't email yet. I'm starting to think he doesn't have internet on his cruise like last year. :(. Okay latess.

Day 3

Seesh only day 3. seems like forever already. i stayed home today cleaning the entire house. & i'm ready for my hair cut tomorrow. even though its really not gonna be a big change cause i'm just gettin' it layered. okay nothing much today. byee.

oh check this cute dog out though. Its my cousins picture haha. his name is prince

Day 2

I had some daughter & father time today. I hung out with my dad for the first time in hella hella months. This time i was alone with him without my sister. It was weird. at first i was scare because its awkward. but being with him brings back my childhood memory. My daddy will always be the one that makes me laugh. i gotta admit i miss living with him and i miss him. I'm a bad daughter, i would go and hate my mom or dad at times but there is time where i feel really really sorry. It hurts my feelings to know that they're so lonley. My sisters leaving home for college soon. The house is just gonna be me and my mom. & i don't even talk to her much cause i dont know how to talk in chinese as much anymore. Besides that i always hated the fact that my stepmom showed up in my fuckn' life. but now since she's on her trip to asia i see that my dad's really lonely. and again that hurts my feelings. i just wish my stepmom was a better person. It just makes me feel better to share this because talking to my family about this is weird. We don't communicate like that. I love my family though. Many know that my sister & i don't like each other and we always fight nd argue but as years passed our relationship got better but till now it would still be weird to say i love my sister. haha. ANYWAYSS

Today my dad called me to go eat with him. We went to some place to get his car fixed first then we ate and headed to the DMV. Then he drove me home. He told me i can call him up whenever i want and i can go to his house anytime. :) this is all becuse someone is on a trip. Anyways my dad asked me when's fathers day? and i didn't have the exact date so i was fucked. then he told me it passed already so i'm like now i'm really fucked. i felt so bad. but i came home and checked. It didn't even pass yet! wtf. hahaha. Other than hanging out with my dad for four hours tody i did nothing. I cleaned parts of my room. Not just regular cleaning but reorganizing stuff.

Today is day number 2. ONLY! :(. i couldn't sleep last night. i wanted to talk to my baby. i'm really looking forward to his email though. And i i'll feel better as the days pass by. i hope he's having fun. It is June 20th in Hong kong today & his crusie starts today.

Also my grades are B-, B, B+, A,A-A. I swear i had a solid A in forensic the whole entire year but the final fucked me over. Happy that i got a B in english cause that was the hardest class ever & also i guess i deserve the B in entrepreneurship cause i don't do shit in that class :). Other than that i'm really proud that i kept up in history. Oh & tuan got the same grades as me except his classes are weighted meaning his GPA is high than mines.

Day 1

21 days. that is not long at all right? I still hate the feeling i can't talk to him. yes tuan is gone. so last night i was prepared. i took a long ass nap from 9am-4am. Unlike last year when i stayed up with tuan and was hella sleepy when i said bye to him. I went to go get him some donuts to snack on, on the way to the airport. then i got to his house at 7am. bought him coffee too. We hung out for an hour and a half. it was the best time ever. i really miss him :[. He had to go and we exchanged our stuff and i went home. Got home and took a nap at 10am. thats when he had to get ready and leave. I woke up at 12pm & tuan was at the airport. i got to talk to him for like 45mins. then he had to go on board. Still we stayed texting till it was the last min. This guy is gonna have hella fun. Right now he's on his 16 hour flight to Japan which means he's gonna be there by 4am or 5am then a transfer to Hongkong which takes about 2 hours. Then he's gonna go on his cruise. before that though he gets to visit the stusssy store :). i can't stop thinking about how i can't fuckn' reach him for three weeks. even though he's gonna go on meebo or emailing me. i'm still gonna miss him lots. but our summer starts when he comes back. unlike last year. well i think i'm done for the day. i have a shit load of stuff to do but i don't wanna do anything today. i'm fuckn' upset. i thinking i'm taking it too far. its only three weeks. okay whatever. imma go nap again. hahaha peace. BTW the picture was taken this morning from my phone before i left. yes i know its bright. my flash was on,the sun was out and my phone is gay. oh and i forgot to mention about yesterday. yesterday was a chill day. went to danika's bowling thing. I had fun. plus it was tuan's last day and he had to go home early.

Pictures tuan sent me through text.

& a picture of the lei i made my sister

high,higher,highest?

what a Tuesday! I had a nice ass sleep last night. Went over to my baby's house hella early in the morning. & i ate the worlds best pho ever. His mom is the bomb for that. Then we cleaned his room and helped him back before he leaves for Asia! Then played S.F. 4 and waited for people to come. Dennis & Andrew came then we went over to Mark's gard party. He had foodd for the first time :). Played rockband. Then we went to be bad kids & went to tap. Now i'm home & Happy Birthday to Jarred. & guess what. finally some fuckn' time with my dad. :)

i do have pictures from today but i don't have them right now. so heres some grad pictures that i never put up

TM with sister

congrats sis

Family with ray

Coolest couplees. love them

Missing Indy.

Checkit.

Friday morning was the best for Tuan &i! in the afternoon Andrew, Justin & David came by and Andrew treated us out with sushi at fat fish. Then they went to the movies & i went home and watched movies with Kitty & Virginia.

Saturday & Sunday - got to spend times with my baby. Tuan came over early in the morning and we spend the whole entire morning doing nothing even after knowing that we're gonna head to the movies. wasting time but i had fun :). Then Kitty drove us to wingstop. So tuan & i ate at Wingstop then headed to the movies. Then Ali saved our day. Yes we saw him and he gave us a dollar. hahaha We watched up. Didn't get to watch it in 3-D but its cool. I had a good time at the movies with my baby. Then we went home and watched more movies till forever & stuff like that. Sunday morning, woke up lookin' at tuan's smilee :) i love him. we didn't do much & he had to go home. Then Tuan got a good news from his family. Very happy news. but yea you don't need to know that. its 1:11am & i have to wake up at 5am to go to SJSU.

baked

Congrats seniors! & last day of school

Another graduation & my turn next! Congrats to the seniors. I cheered for my sister and the camellia boys. It was fun there with tuan :) Took lots of pictures & yea went out for Thai food at SF with family. Good ass food.

Not the nasty Chinese orange chicken shit. good stuff

Big plate of curry crabb

Fried banana

Mango with sticky rice

Some kind of Durian dessert

Today was the last day of school! didn't do much. Went to nikka's house :) then went home and took a long ass nap. Tuan's leaving in a week :( but i'll get to spend times with him. This coming week is going to be fun. Okay byee

in Class

Nothing better to do. I'm the only one in Ms. Reinerio's class right now. thee Seniors are all gone. & yea i have nothing to do in here haha. School sucks. Last period we watched CSI while our teacher was doing individual oral final with some kid. I basically don't even have to go any of my classes except English and history. I'm excited for my sisters graduation & Thai food at sf after. Then last day of school with no finals at all. Glad I'm not tripin' over finals like others.BTW i have some class buttons left if anyones interested. okay bye





p.s. i love tuan :)

No such thing as too much drugs.

Schools almost over! Yes. summmer! Been dealing projects & finals. I hate the forensic final. it's confusing me. I only have the story cause i heard it from someone else. Wednesday my entrepreneur class and i went on a short field trip down to downtown for some food. i love how that class is small enough to do stuff like that. But its over and guess what? I MADE HELLAHH. money from that class. Thanks to Ms. Renerio and NFTE for giving me a grant of 25 dollars to start off with. I'm not sad that my group made the lowest amount though haha. Besides all the school stuff nothing much is really happen'. Can't wait to attend sister's graduation then Thaifood after @ SF :). && Tuan's leaving sooon. I'm gonna miss him so muchh. Summer's gonna be a blasst. i can't wait.

This is from the year 2000. Find me and then find Tuan. We're both on the same row. Unbelievable.

14th.

I love my booothang. :) Today was gloomy as hell. Not a good day. But it turned out pretty good by the end of the day. The sun was actually out. We were out at the park kickn' it. I love stay at home days with my baby. Nothings more fun thann playing video games, chitchattin, watchin' movies & whatever at HOME. hahahaha. If you don't know yet, its the first day of thee month today & that means another happy day. & Tuan will be gone to Asia for the next one. Its okay though cause we have time :). Other than that excuse the phone quality picture. & yes we both look crappy. Tuan was eating his delicious milky way & the sun was in our face. Thats all for this blog. Peace.