Had to repost, from carminas blog

What is a perfect girlfriend? They say there’s no such thing as perfection, and that she doesn’t exist.

She dresses up all cute and pretty every time you take her out on a date. This is her way of keeping you interested as your eyes are locked solely on her. You stare at other girls instead, and she gets hurt and upset that all her time and effort were put to waste. You call her insecure.

She holds on to you like she’s never letting you go. This is her way of telling other girls that she’s lucky that she has you, and no, you’re not available. You call her clingy.

She calls you the sweetest nicknames, or ones that only you two will understand. This is her way of saying how special you are, and that there’s nobody else in this world like you. You call other girls “babe” just as how you would call her, and she gets disappointed. You call her shallow and jealous.

She checks up on you, making sure you made it home safely or that you’re not out getting yourself into any kind of trouble. This is her way of showing how often she thinks about you and that she worries constantly because that’s how much she cares. You say she’s nagging.

She cries when you do or say something wrong. This is her way of saying “That hurt only because YOU said it and I love YOU.” You call her overly sensitive and emotional.

She loves you more than you love her. This is her way of dealing with the fact that your relationship wasn’t like how it used to be, but she is willing to make room for more love and some changes. You push her away. You call her dramatic and annoying.

So go ahead. Leave the insecure, clingy, jealous, nagging, overly sensitive, annoying girl.

She will soon be much happier in the arms of someone who actually deserves her:
the perfect boyfriend.

She's the girl that has a few best friends & doesn't need anymore, the girl that laughs the hardest at her own jokes. She's the girl that will hang up on you, but then call you right back & say sorry. She's the girl who will never leave your side when you need her, the girl who will go out of her way to cheer you up. She's the girl who never sleeps without her teddy bear by her side, she's the girl who says she isn't ticklish, but really is. She's the girl who will not give up on you if she really believes in you. She's the girl who believes in loving somebody forever.

Can't get enough

My cousins are the best. i love hanging out with them. i need more time though. this break is too short.Haven't really spend anytime with friends. been with the family the whole week. After our cousins wedding we've been really close. and since my cousin from NY is here now we've been kickn' it more. and planning more and more. Planning to go to Disneyland is the best :) && besides family i get to see tuan & spend some times with him.

Thanks

A video ag dedicated to tuan & i

Guys are assholes. If you argue with him, you’re hard-headed. If you’re quiet, you don’t care. If you call him, you’re too clingy crazy. If he calls you, he says you should be happy. If you don’t love him, he’ll try to win you. When you do love him, he leaves. If you don’t fuck him, you’re a tease. If you do, you’re easy. You tell him your problems, he says you’re irritating. If you don’t, he says you don’t trust him. If you lecture him, you just want to argue. If he lectures you, it’s because he ‘cares.’ If you break a promise, he doesn’t trust you anymore. If he breaks it, it’s because he had to. If you cheat, he expects it to be over. If he cheats, he wants another chance. THEY’RE ALL BASICALLY THE SAME. Guys drink to forget about girls; girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor; when girls are in love, they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can’t forgive; girls can forgive, but can’t forget. When guys are heart-broken, they try to forget about the girl by going out with another girl; when girls are heart-broken, they try to find his characteristics in another guy. Guys wish to be her first love; girls wish to be his last.

A picture is worth a thousand words

Congrats to my cousin Stanley and his bride Fiona. Married on 9.9.09 & today/yesterday 12.19.09 was their banquet. i had lots of fun at their ceremony in the morning. following the Chinese tradition and then their banquet dinner. I'm not gonna post every single picture here cause that's too much but it is on facebook and every single one of the picture is worth a thousand words. Had some good ass time with all my cousins from my mom's side, missing robert who's stuck with the snow storm back in new york but will arrive later the week. What a memorable day. one cousin down, many more to go. i wonder who's next :)

getting ready to use the poppers on the bride and groom.

check out their converse though

chinese tradition. tea ceremony from 2nd auntie & uncle to the 8th

family picture with the bride and groom

Mom side of the family. still missing some people.

a picture board for us to sign

good ass wedding cake

family with the couple

My lovely cousin altha & sister

family with Rose

bride in her wedding gown

playing another game

Ending the night with their speech

I HATE LIARS. i know more than what you think i know. hahaha

2more fuckn' school days and i'm through for the year. So glad that winter break is coming up this weekend. i'm also satisfied with the field trip to sactown today. visited the state capitcal :) loved every momment of it.

"future bgirl"

FAIL!

My doggs

those feelings completed my days. i miss it

<3

Love the piercing :. Another two weeks and its gonna be winter break :) too excited for my field trip to sac town and too excited for my cousins wedding. I haven't blog much for a while and its cause i never have anything to say. I've been out and i'm too lazy to blog about what i do. i miss everything i use to have. i miss getting the butterflies and be as happy as much as i can. :) Everything is fine though and hopefully it stays that way. mmkay peace out.

i miss my phone

Holidays

I've never shop so much in my fuckn' life. i love the holidays. Finally getting use to the whole weather thing. now i'm excited for summer hahah. Happy belated Thanksgiving. Black Friday was amazing. Shopped for 13 hours straight. & also visited the outlets at Gilroy. Pretty damn cool. & i'm still not broke. :)

Im satisfied with this Thanksgiving break or maybe i want it to be longer. loved the chill ass day i had with tuan. loved the party. loved the times with family. loved the one hour with kat even though it wasn't long enough. loved thanksgiving day. loved blackfriday. loved today :)

I just saw Ninja Assassin with Tuan today & dammn that movie was good. loved it.

Congrats to my cousin Stanley.
too excited for the wedding

Last night.

Happy Birthday to Anh, Jenny, Tarah & Eric. for yesterday haha
Had a good night last night at emeryville for elephant bar & movies afterward.

Good weekend

started the weekend off thinking that i would be stuck home all weekend and just maybe not Sunday but it turned out way different. so Friday i got some charchoals and went home. For Saturday i woke up from a good as sleep and around 6 i got picked me started the Halloween night. The night was awesome overall and i ended up coming home at 2 in the morning. & for today. HAPPY 19TH TO TM. yes its our 19th already so i decided to head over to his house. we burned first then ate hella. Then Matt & Emma came over and Tuan & Matt worked on their paper while emma and i just watched movies. Then i had the best nap ever. Afterward we got some good food at Matt's house. & thats about it. Chill as weekend and i can't believe Monday is coming again already! alright peace out.

Happy 19th to us. i'm happy that no matter what comes between us we're still solid. <3

Camp

I don't know why but when i'm all stressing out and upset i think about you guys. I wish i can go back anytime when i'm upset but i can't. i wish i was there with the same people all over again at this time.

i miss the bus rides
i miss the cabins
i miss the fabulous breakfast early in the morning/lunch&dinner
i miss the activites
i miss cabin leader break time
i miss hiking
i miss the night events, our campfire, the dance, the night hike and so on..
i miss the kids
i miss you cabin leaders
i miss camp :( a place where i don't have to worry about anything cause theres no service up there.

This week was spirit week. but i only dressed the last two days. So like yesterday i was planning to just go to the rally for a bit and then go home and spend some time with tuan. but things changed. haha We kicked it at will's house afterward we went to visit Matt at work and then we went to homecoming lit. Afterward we got more lit and went to Jack in the Box and ordered hella food. Thanks Brian for paying for everything. Then kicked it at will's house till everyone came over. The plan was to go karaoke but that changed so we just went to the marina. Afterward we hung out in the car for the longest time. Hella chill. That was my wonderful friday :)
peace out

Happy Birthday to my daddy. if we could talk like we use to i would say. i love you & i miss you so much.

back

damn i haven't blog since a while ago. Yes i'm back, but just for now cause i've been too lazy or too busy to blog. I had lots of stuff to blog about too. but oh well. I have hella shit to do today too. so yea. Heres a little update with some pictures

Graffitis from Mighty 4

BBQ @ Milanos

Pharoahe Monch performing live at mighty 4

Dammn its 12 already. Well it was the first day of the month. haha Had a good one. Happy 18th to us. We went out to Berkeley for some good ass sushi last weekend. & shopped till we're broke too. & for today we just ate together and thats about it cause i had to work :(. maybe i'll get back to blogging later. I feel so busy.

Happy 20th birthday to merritt. That was yesterday. But anyways hella juice for his dance party today though haha. Im blogging on my phone right now cause im bored at the momment. Anyways lifes been alright. I had some hard times but i just had to deal with it. And i hope everything will be fine from now on. School sucks hard time. Nothing is gettiong better. The school is worst than ever and it sucks. Okay i dont know what else to say so peace out.

lost/stuck

I hate it when the weather change. I have to go and get use to the feeling of it. i feel really lost right now. In my mind i'm thinking of winter stuff but i'm still hella use to the sun. Do i have to really face it right now or can the sun come back? i hate it when the season changes. it fucks my feeling over. i feel really lost. but its alright :] hahaha. I see a shit load of stuff changing for this school year. The way the school is running, the way events are going and the way friends are going. but most importantly am i seeing drama? i'm seeing myself talking shit again. & i don't want that so i'm gonna stop. haha Schools been such a pain in the ass. Katmama's going back to San Diego next week :[ i need to kick it with her more. Yesterday was Friday and i just hung out with Tuan, AG & Gee. Today and tomorrow will probably be my free days. I got my rest today. Hopefully i get my hair cut tomorrow :) I hella just went on blog and typed some random ass shit. if i didn't make sense i dont care. i don't want to read it over to correct myself. FUCK THE BULLSHIT. I think i'm upset cause i see people going downhill but i'm still hella happy. Like what Tuanbaby said.

berkeley

Went to Berkeley with Tuan on Saturday. Then we hung out with John, Gee & Adam at night.

Happy 19th to my Katmama

For her 17th birthday

Her 18th birthday

Her 19th birthday.

laggin'

Don't you hate it when i blog hella late. Its been a whole week already. I've been really busy. Worked last Wednesday & Thursday. I had a blast last weekend. let me tell you all about it :) Btw i hate the fact that i get lazy to blog everyday. & i just have to blog everything together.

On Friday went to school & waited for Brandon afterschool so we can go to baskin robin to get a little ice cream cake for Kat. Then he dropped me off at home with the cake. I got ready & allison picked up Tuan & i. Met up with Kat & Brandon at Toomies. ( a good ass Thai Place ) So i made reservation for 7. & Kat had no idea i invited Nathan and JoJo. :) but surprise to her. Got some good ass food & ate the delicious ice cream cake. Afterwards we went to Kat's house and hung out in her backyard.



Saturday i woke up really early to go eat breakfast with my mom and her friend at shooting star. Then i went to cash my damn check & saw jay there. Then met up with Tuan at bart. We went straight to Haight first. Shopped there for the longest time. & went back to the westfield mall. Really lovely day with him :). After that i went back to Chinatown to have dinner with my mom and her white friend.

Sunday, i finally got some sleep. Woke up & at pho with my cousins. I love them :) Honestly i love each one of my cousins no matter what! & hella excited to see some of them at Stanley's wedding . Anyways that pho was goood. After that i hit up Kat to go kick it but we failed. I fell asleep till 5 & Justin came to pick me up & i just kicked it with Tuan & the CC family.

Monday & Today : Yesterday i went over to Erbin's house afterschool. Then i went to Kurt Burton's place with her for her senior portrait. and guess what? buddy shots are free! So erin & i took one hella last min. && guess what readerss! today is the first day of the month. you already know whats up. Fail for sushi but had a great time :)

on Erbin's Macbook

17th <3

Last first day of school

So on Monday i hung out with AG, Gee & Tuan. We went to nubi & mc diddy. Had some good ass laughs. & for my last day of summer i just hung out with Tuan at his house. Pretty chill!

Senior year already! I feel hella old but when i look up at my cousins i feel youngg :). First day of school was alright. Kinda boring & fun at the same time. I can't go over every class on this blog cause i'm really tired. but overall i'm cool with alla my class. I'm not trippin'. After school i went straight to work :[ & i have work tomorrow too! but i'm hella juice for this weekend. Friday- Katmama's Birthday Dinner. Saturday- Shopping with my bff all day! Sunday- Lunch with my cousins.