lost/stuck

I hate it when the weather change. I have to go and get use to the feeling of it. i feel really lost right now. In my mind i'm thinking of winter stuff but i'm still hella use to the sun. Do i have to really face it right now or can the sun come back? i hate it when the season changes. it fucks my feeling over. i feel really lost. but its alright :] hahaha. I see a shit load of stuff changing for this school year. The way the school is running, the way events are going and the way friends are going. but most importantly am i seeing drama? i'm seeing myself talking shit again. & i don't want that so i'm gonna stop. haha Schools been such a pain in the ass. Katmama's going back to San Diego next week :[ i need to kick it with her more. Yesterday was Friday and i just hung out with Tuan, AG & Gee. Today and tomorrow will probably be my free days. I got my rest today. Hopefully i get my hair cut tomorrow :) I hella just went on blog and typed some random ass shit. if i didn't make sense i dont care. i don't want to read it over to correct myself. FUCK THE BULLSHIT. I think i'm upset cause i see people going downhill but i'm still hella happy. Like what Tuanbaby said.